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I am in such a mess now. And maybe if I threw a porcelain plate right across the floor and heard it shatter to peices, perhaps the inner turmoil would find some peace and stop chattering from within, atleast for a while. who am I kidding? This will take more than a plate, I'll need all the china and porcelain in the world for this trash to stop eating be at me. Maybe I'll need a fine peice of blade to sewer the veins that keep my arms and who knows what not running....
I want the world to end right now, to stop going round in circles because its making me nauseous.
I want to puke out all the food I ever ate, and wash my system clean , of all muck and grease.
I want to rest now.
Forever and in peace.
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